RIDLEY
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i guess i will make it official
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i've been on this site for over 15 years and was always adamant that i'd stick around forever. i've put off making any official statement on the matter because... idk i didn't want to let go, but let's be real, it's been what. 4 years? since i last posted new art here.
this account will stay up indefinitely because it's still the best online archive i have of my art. i'll still come around to check notifications and look for dmk fanart but i don't see myself posting any new art here.
at the moment, my most active and up to date social media is tumblr @ y0d00p. i have a twitter account under the same username but i only use it for following others and retweeting art.
i just made a sheezyart account @ d00p and i'm tentatively planning to use it as my go to "art website" going forward.
i also have accounts on pillowfort, cohost, and bluesky (all "d00p") because everyone else was making them... but i've yet to actually use any of them. so if you want actual updates now, go to tumblr or sheezy.
love you all.
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RIDLEY
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Update etc
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Hi!! How are you guys doing. I'm doing ok. Been doing a lot of cleanup on my accounts and I think it's finally all done so... I thought it'd be a good time to put up a new journal I guess.
When you've been best friends with someone for like 8 or 9 years it leaves... a lot of shit behind. I've been spending the last couple weeks or so storing and deleting every trace of that person from all of my accounts on here, tumblr, and twitter. I took all the art she sent me down from my walls, deleted the music that made me think of her, and broke all the bff necklaces she sent me. The process has been cathartic and cleansing and has helped me a lot on my worse days when sad memories and bad thoughts start drowning me. It's been almost a year since this all started and I think I'm doing ok... I'm sure I still have a ways to go but I'm feeling optimistic. The toxic hold this person's memory had on me is fading and I'm happy with where I'm going.
Unfortunately I had to put all my doodle dumps in storage as well, since they contained pics of her characters and I don't have the energy to edit them all out, but you can find the other individual pics on my tumblr. If there's anyone left still wondering about her, last I heard Summer is doing ok, she has a new username but I won't share it for her privacy. We are not friends anymore and I have no interest in ever talking to her again. Please don't ask me about any of this, I'm really tired haha. Hopefully this is the last time I talk about this here.
In lighter news, uhh... reminder I have accounts on tumblr and twitter and am currently most active on twitter (it's locked but follow requests are ok c: ). I also have accounts just for art under the same username as here. Currently hyperfocused on Kirby uhh lol so pardon the lack of any acknowledgment toward my ocs at all. Also I just got splatoon 2!! Haven't had much energy for games lately, but my switch FC is SW-6382-8102-2925 if anyone wants to be friends. :^)
Love you all. Bye.
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Update + other places to find me
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Hi everyone!! Sorry I've been so quiet, writing big updates is hard for me these days but, I've been doing ok and I hope you all are too.
It's been a rough like... 8 months or so. I lost a very long and significant friendship last year and I'm still struggling a bit with the aftermath of that. But in a way it has helped me open up more to my other friends and new people alike. I've become a lot more comfortable and confident with speaking and I've made a huge amount of progress in learning to love myself. I started dating dead80s earlier this year and I can't describe how happy he makes me and how much of a better person he's helped me become. I want to thank him and all my friends (Teeny, Shay, Li, Boliver, Sercy, Drick, Teal, Bee, Kotty, Sheila) for their support, patience, and company. I'm not all better yet, but I feel more content and whole than I have in many years.
Deep depression has put me out of work for most of those 8 months, but my mom has helped me get a sorting job at the bottle depot she works at. : ) I haven't started yet, but will within the next month or so. I'm nervous because it's been so long since I've been in work, but I have faith that it'll be a good job for me. It's easy monotonous work and I won't have to talk to any fucking customers, and that alone makes it a thousand times better than working at the theatre. I do miss the free tickets though.
I haven't been doing much in the way of creative work, drawing has become really hard for me, but I haven't completely given up yet... I wanted to use this update as a chance to share links to my other sites, especially twitter since it's where I'm most active these days. I have one just for art and a personal one. I also have tumblr and toyhouse.
Thank you for reading!!
It's been a rough like... 8 months or so. I lost a very long and significant friendship last year and I'm still struggling a bit with the aftermath of that. But in a way it has helped me open up more to my other friends and new people alike. I've become a lot more comfortable and confident with speaking and I've made a huge amount of progress in learning to love myself. I started dating dead80s earlier this year and I can't describe how happy he makes me and how much of a better person he's helped me become. I want to thank him and all my friends (Teeny, Shay, Li, Boliver, Sercy, Drick, Teal, Bee, Kotty, Sheila) for their support, patience, and company. I'm not all better yet, but I feel more content and whole than I have in many years.
Deep depression has put me out of work for most of those 8 months, but my mom has helped me get a sorting job at the bottle depot she works at. : ) I haven't started yet, but will within the next month or so. I'm nervous because it's been so long since I've been in work, but I have faith that it'll be a good job for me. It's easy monotonous work and I won't have to talk to any fucking customers, and that alone makes it a thousand times better than working at the theatre. I do miss the free tickets though.
I haven't been doing much in the way of creative work, drawing has become really hard for me, but I haven't completely given up yet... I wanted to use this update as a chance to share links to my other sites, especially twitter since it's where I'm most active these days. I have one just for art and a personal one. I also have tumblr and toyhouse.
Thank you for reading!!
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i havent made a post about this here yet
2 min read
for anyone that doesn't follow/keep track of my tumblr or twitter; i am not a girl and i am not a boy, use they/them for me and the mx. honorific. dude is okay. thanks (:
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