HELLO, EVERYONE. :D

This old page looked so lonely, I decided to write a journal because I am a dork.

How I miss this account~! It STILL feels a little weird to sign into my new account. :\ Feels like I'm a whole new person. Which is awesome. 8D

But you know this account has the familiarity and sentimental value. And the noobish alteration of a video game character's name... name.

_{And the 9 month sub.}

I am sorry I just feel like rambling.

I just signed in to look for a few stored deviations and felt like writing a journal~

Signed on to find 200+ messages. O__o Mostly actions of course.

ANYWAYS, for new watchers (which I am STILL getting 8|) I HAVE MOVED ACCOUNTS okay. I have already made it painfully obvious to old watchers and I am sorry to keep bothering you, but I'm getting tired of visiting pages to tell them I have moved. <D

is me now, ladies and gentlemen. |U

Love you guys, Merry Christmas~!

The reason I didn't link my new account on this one right away is cuz I kinda wanted some time "alone".

I didn't want all my watchers back right away and it was nice not have a ton of messages every day.

Like

I wanted to take a break without actually LEAVING dA.

Because I'm hopelessly addicted.

Anyways, quite a few people have managed to find me now and I guess I'm ready to show myself here. It's not like I was hiding, just that I didn't want to directly associate the new account with this one (like I said, a new start), so yeah.

So yeah, for anyone that cares that hasn't already found me, here you go:

lolno

I'll still be checking in here.

I might still do some features on this account to. (500 watchers man, much better publicity than the like, 50 I have on my new account).

WHO KNOWS I might even submit some stuff here too.

But my new account remains as my now regular/more active/main/placewhereIidelforhourswaitingtogetanewm essage account.

I'm slowly rewatching people. So if you happen to get a watch from some subscriber with a really long username, drop by their page. ;D

For those watchers that I don't watch; if ya really wanna find my new account and continue following my work, feel free to note me. c:

I am new and improved now. <D No more drama, no more hate, just happy happy happy! I'm here to have fun and make art from now on, and ONLY that.

And oh, my art's gonna be a little updated too. Redesigning some major OCs and working on developing a more unique style. c:

I hope we can pick up where we left off (as in, before things got so srs).

Love you guys.

<cliche movie moment> Thanks again; for everything. c8> </cliche movie moment>

I run up to my enemy's faces and then blow up and go flying offscreen and land somewhere else.

Okay, that analogy was really lame.

Regardless.

I need to start over.

It should be painfully easy to find me. I said I'd link myself in this journal, but I decided against it.

I'm not trying to be sneaky or run away and hide, I just don't wanna be... popular for a while. <|D

Before I go, the drama queen inside me is forcing me to say a few words.

Posting that journal was uncalled for. Not the things I said, but posting it. I wrote it thinking that was me letting it out before I exploded. I was wrong. That was the explosion.

After finishing it, I read it over and realized what a douche I can be. I felt immensely guilty even though I hadn't even posted it yet. That's why I wrote the apology kinda thing at the end.

Writing all that out made me feel better, and I could've just deleted it and carried on, but something inside me pushed me to submit it anyways, and I only made it worse.

Behind the words and the avatars and skhjdkdgs we're all real live people, most of us still children, and no one deserves to have things like that said about them.

Throughout my entire life I've had less than pleasant things said about me, and they bother me for days and even weeks. And I KNOW that if that person could just tell me they didn't mean it or that they were sorry I'd feel fine. But they never do, so I just carry on.


I don't wanna have to put =1Dark-Kitty1 through that, so let me say, I AM sorry. Immensely sorry. Every fibre of my being regrets saying those things and making them public. Looking back, I truly realize I didn't mean a word of it. We make mistakes, we jump to conclusions, we don't realize the things we do or say are wrong until after it's too late, we're HUMAN.

Kitty, whatever you did that made me so mad, I'm over it, I forgive you. I don't expect you to forgive me, I barely deserve it, I just don't want you to be SAD. I just want you to know that the things I said were fueled purely out of anger and frustration. We've been together too long for me to turn on you like that.

I'm not saying this in a pathetic attempt at redeeming myself, earning anyone's trust or forgiveness, I only want this girl to feel at ease. I know how it feels to be insulted, it's not a very good feeling, needless to say. :n I only care of what Kitty thinks right now.

You're a sweet girl, a wonderful artist, a great friend. You're young, and it was wrong of me to blame you for flipping out. I just hope you won't completely hate me, and we can start over.

HEART SPAM





WE'RE JUST KIDS

We shouldn't be dealing with srs bznz like this. We're here to have fun.

No more of this drama for me, gosh, it just makes everything worse. I gotta grow up and stop getting involved. eue;;;

This isn't good bye, lmao.

I'm still here, and it's easy to find me.

Like I said, I just need a fresh start.

Sorry for all the crap I had to put you through, guys. c:

_{Putting this here because people usually do something that involves some kind of emoticon and their username like it's some important letter or something and because it's the only way I can think to close this journal}


SINCERELY YOURS

=D00pliss385