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It's weird reading old journals where I mentioned my age? Like WHOOAAAA I WAS FOURTEEN ONCE WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN?!?!?? I can't believe it's already been 4 years on this website. @__@

Also reading old journals I was... a lot more grateful than I am now. ._. I'm seeing all these journals where I'm like HOLY SHIT 500 PAGEVIEWS YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL WELCOME and I just- I feel like I don't show my appreciation for you guys properly anymore. I feel like I've really distanced myself from the watchers and friends that I don't talk to on MSN or wherever. ._. I'm sorry for that.

I love you guys lots!! I never just sit back and think about what it really means that there are people that like something I post enough to fav it or care enough to leave me a comment or visit my page every once in a while just because or look forward to seeing something from me or legitimately just like how or what I draw and uughhhh. Y'know, even the favbombers and the awkward newbies that go fawning over my old as shit fanart, I love you guys too. ;_; <3

I just don't properly appreciate what a wonderful community this is and how many people are so nice to me even after all this time and all the drama and whining I put you all through and even though I don't really give any attention to the fanart/characters/stories that a lot of you found me through and you still stuck around and THE VERY IDEA that there are people that have once thought "holy shit I wanna be friends with her" or would be honoured to talk to me or have me draw something for them and I

just

don't

REALIZE what that means. The idea that there are people that look up to me or actually like me as a person or think I make nice things is so lost on me. It's just so unbelievable that I'm shocked every time I hear it and it never really sinks in how much I appreciate it and I never know what to say to all this and it just comes out as a big awkward mess.

You're all so unbelievably patient with me and kind and interested and interesting and fun and talented and completely wonderful. You've made me so happy in these past four years and I wouldn't be this content and wouldn't be enjoying art this much and wouldn't be so sure about my future if it weren't for you guys. ;_; I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I LOVE DEVIANTART THANK YOU SO MUCH... :heart:

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TheBerserkerGJ's avatar
I WAS JUST thinking like this same thing a little while ago.
It's always so nice to see people who appreciate this site. I mean like yeah there some trolls and weeaboos and drama queens and etc but overall, this site's helped so much with everythiiing. I wouldn't even be considering doing anything with art if I hadn't have joined this site. ;o;
And just all the amazing friends I've made and how it made me like... define?? my personality and guh everything feels so nice now.
It really does feel like seeing a gigantic family whenever I sign in, it's so nice.
We all love you too, D00py D00p ;o; :heart: